First of all... let me apologize for anyone who read my previous post! If that isn't a funk... I don't know what is! Memorial Weekend kicked my trash- big time. Hard/sad weekend- but it was honestly so nice to finally just have everything out in the open... no more bottling it up- just a complete broken heart. I seem to feel SO much better when I can just let the walls down and be human- but I put myself in an awkward situation that I will probably regret in a few days, but today I don't care... This is me...
Okay- enough of that!
I was on my way out to my car after zumba class today and another instructor who was leaving (Ana- for anyone who knows her :)) stopped in the middle of the road rolled down the window and asked, "So, when are you getting pregnant again!?" I couldn't stop laughing... I know I am quite the sight. Picture this- Here am I- one arm has my gym bag, water bottle, diaper bag and Taysen- (my super cute 1 1/2 yr old) Other arm... Kenzlie (now 4 months- also super cute) in her monster carrier, with stockton (4 yrs.he too is..yep, you guessed it- super cute) holding on to my back pocket so he doesn't get smashed by a car.... I can't really say that I know how I look- but I get comments ALL the time! So I know it must be pretty bad! :) And.... to add to that- I teach sports cycling- ( spinning/sports drills/stairs....class) Well, yesterday I was SO not feeling good- still in my funk obviously- I asked my class a couple of times if anyone else felt like they were going to puke... probably 4 different people at the same time asked if I was pregnant- again! For the record...No, I am not. But it is funny that for the past 6 1/2 years I have practically ALWAYS been pregnant, and everyone I know- knows that. :)
I love, love, love being a mom! And as silly as I look- I wouldn't trade it for the world! I am so incredibly grateful for every single one of my babies!! I am truly SO blessed!
...just thought I would share. :)